Monday, February 22, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 7:48 PM

All that I can do; please wait

I can give you all of it
But I'm afraid you won't accept it
I'm willing to give it all
I'm just waiting for your call

Emotional poems that you pen
Weird messages sent to my brain
A hand still reached out to lend
Hoping to do what I can

It's hard to understand me
Doing so, I know you'll get angry
Don't waste your time on me
Just do well in your studies

If you wish to know me
More and deeper in depth
Don't do that now
Just save your breath

Wait till later
When you've fully understand the Bible
You'll gain different perspectives
To do things in life, to follow what the Bible leads

Soon after, you'll see me through the light
See through me and gain insight
Know wrong from right
Do the right things with all your might

I just want to focus and study
I beg of you don't ask me about it already
Just do me a favour and stay away awhile
I'm already stressed with my studies now

There I looked towards the light
I used to see it glowing very bright
Now it changed, as it seem
It has become very dim

I'm not running away
from this matter
I just need to find a better way
So that this ending would be better

Time is what I ask of you
Again I repeat, please understand
I'm not saying what you think I thought of you
You must comprehend

I said you must trust yourself
So as to not ask many questions
Questions that can train your mind
So you won't keep thinking in those options

Each time you tell me about it,
I feel being rushed by you
You may not feel it
Please understand, I do.

Be open-minded
Set your mind free
Don't be narrow-minded
Keeping knowledge a size of a bee

I'm serious this time,
for I'm writing this rhyme
I'm cold towards you now
For you do not know me well,
You get upset for not knowing me well
And for how I'm treating you

Now I say this all clear:
I want to focus properly
And focus on one
Slowly, but steadily
Though matters are a ton

God at first
Studies are second
Your problems before mine
Just wait till it's time

I know your heart is sore
In two pieces it tore
I'd swear if I could
For you, I want to do even more

I know your feelings now
But see mine too
I've taken my bow
But have you?

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