Monday, February 8, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 7:50 PM

As part of my ____.

As part of my ____.

As I tried to help again
I realise she ended up in pain
Nothing to gain, nothing to lose
My box is now empty, I've ran out of tools

I feel her pain
I stare from a distance
My efforts were in vain
I realise things could never be done in an instance

No shortcuts,
No "howevers" or "buts"
Can change the fact it happened
Occured to me, so.. sudden

Stopped trying to act big
I'm not Bob the builder who's one to fix
Summing it all up twig by twig
I feel the problems lie with me, the one full of tricks

Again I stare at her from a distance
Down the hill with slight gradience
As I stare helplessly behind her
Thoughts in my head made me quiver

Trying to ignore the past
Looking into the future
But my head's all rust
How can I make it occur?

What should I do?
Turning to God, is my only solution
To do something upright and true
Turning to God is the only solution.

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