Thursday, February 25, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 8:15 PM

My mind's preoccupied

The past was beautiful
I msged him everyday
Each message made my day wonderful
Such were his words expressed in every way

He may not be what the expectations are
But to me, it was a definite pass
Even though I know he doesn't drive a car
At least I know he's not more of the "LUST"

He used to be sweet and kind
We both liked the same colours; purple and lime
Our differences set apart
Love was as sweet as eggtart

Now he's so different
I don't know him anymore
I don't know how to stand in front
Facing him with the usual smile I wore

I don't dare to meet him
Even though I initiated it
Though the date's approaching
I feel like hiding in a pit

I want to hide from these problems
But I cannot bring myself to
The little voice in me screams
'WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU??'

I know hiding just makes me a coward
But if you were in my shoes and think
If you could say a word
As fast as you could blink

Such were these problems
As impossible as it seems
There the devil tempts
Along with sin it brings

If only I could control myself better
These things wouldn't happen - ever
If only I could control my mind better
This would not last forever

He's got a grip on my mind
Images flashed on many times
How I wish I can forget him now
But my mind's preoccupied and out of town.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .