Monday, March 1, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 7:03 PM

Pulling through

There it was before me
The truth laid out by itself
All so suddenly and unexpectedly
I started to blame myself

It's my fault for doing so
And not obeying Him right
I could not respond to a 'no'
Some things I could not take flight

It takes courage to do things
Especially when it's compulsory
There the guilt in my heart rings
When I don't follow it obediently

My heart cries and long for more
More forgiveness or more lust
My heart stands alone to decide
Forgiveness - then other thoughts shall turn to dust.

There the truth laid before me
I had to tend to it sooner or later
Breaking it down one by one silently
Trying not to affect her

Though guilt grabs my heart tightly
Til it starts to bleed profusely
I still have a promise I must fulfill
Climbing up that mountainous hill.

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