Monday, April 26, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 4:17 PM

Clueless

Staring into the endless sky
Counting the number of stars
Watching the clouds pass by
Reviewing those memoirs

The endless counting of stars
Counted till 333 stars and I lost count
Counted the moments that were ours
333 scenes, I added up the amount

What will come next
God knows what and when
My future, that lies in His hands
I'll do as His commands.

[p.s. didn't have time to blog. having common tests now --"]

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 4:43 PM

Notice

Hey guys!

Wanted to put numbers to the notices.. like notice number what what.. but I know that I definitely CANNOT keep track de xD

hehe. I have posted some poems on my tumblr as well. Do visit some time.

link: http://qeurio.tumblr.com

p.s. poems in my tumblr are with pics. But I may add some pics in this blog with the poems too! But mostly is there lah.. lazy to copy and paste.. have to save pic here and there.. waster my lappy space :\

Monday, April 19, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 9:05 PM

Marathon

Every leaf that falls to the ground
Each step forward increasing its pace
Together we run, my friends, all around
The courage to press on to finish the race

Calm waters, no ripples found
Muddy waters, splashes that resound
Rustling of the tree branches
Gaining the feel of hopelessness

Just before nightfall
Flowers began to fall
Remniscing its significance
Each petal a blessing from my friends

Therefore pressing on to finish the race
Wiping away the perspiration on my face
With each petal of a blessing, my friends
I cross the point where this race finally ends.

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Penned down emotions @ 4:25 PM

whats done, is done.

I gave you my soul I gave you my Heart
But all you did was rip it apart
You lead me down a road of hate
You left me alone on this horrible date

Why did you do this to me
You're hurting both of us it is very plain to see
I cried for you when you were in pain
But I did that for no reason

I have nothing to gain
Now all I can do is sit here alone
Wondering why you never called me on the phone
Well now I know why and I wish I didn't

So as I drop to my knees wishing I was dead
You walk away and I see nothing but the back of your head
What more can I do?
What more can I say?

You broke my heart in so many ways
You seem not to even care
Even after all thoughs times you needed me I was there
I don't even want to go to school

All because I feel so abused
You said you loved me
You said you cared
But now I realized I was just being used

So I will leave this horrible place called earth and never return
But that wouldn't matter to you
You wouldn't even be a little concerned
So now I'm left alone in your past
All because of a relationship that never last


tablechair; annonymous

Penned down emotions @ 4:20 PM

It's tough, I know

The day we meet
The time we'll spend walking
The time we'll spend to eat
The time we'll spend talking

Telling myself
I gotta tell him
Worrying for my health
I may breakdown.

I plead him with my heart and soul
To let me reach my goal
To change his mind
To realise what he'd left behind.

Crumbles, bits and pieces of my heart
All left broken and torn apart
As you turn your back on me
I stood there crying silently.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 8:59 PM

Into hiding

(via papertissue)

Beneath the rustling branches
I laid on the soft grass
Gazing into the endless sky,
I just let time pass.

A vision appeared before me
Vague, filled with uncertainty.
The vision that I saw again
I held back the pain.

Just want to close my eyes,
Shut myself away from reality.
Just before the moonrise,
Everything faded almost too quickly.

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Monday, April 12, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 11:24 PM

Blessings

(via papertissue)


Every petal that falls in my hands
Every blessing that God showers unto me
Every day a blessing from all my friends
Every meaningful blessing given to me freely.





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Penned down emotions @ 8:38 PM

Trust

It was just me and you
The crazy identical two
Fun, pranks and studies
All those I now miss

Pinky promises made
Promises that slowly fade
That in time we no longer talk,
Even seeing each other on the street was a shock.

There's a saying,
"The birds of the same feathers flock together".
As I knelt down praying,
I hoped for a different weather.

The love we once shared
The trust we once had
For each other we no longer cared
This broken trust we now possessed.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Sunday, April 11, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 1:56 PM

regretted much

Love hurts
Because guys are jerks
They break your heart
It's their idea of art

He thinks he knows
Just because he bought you a rose
But then gave it to her
Then everything became a blur

Why does it hurt
It's because he's dirt
I told him I loved him
When we were hanging on by a limb

But now it's all over
He was a push-over
Know I'm sad
He was my lad

But now he's drawn
To another pawn
So you can thank him
For why I'm so dim

And now he's with the other girl
He thinks she a pearl
He's a jerk
He likes to give me a smirk

He hates me now
I thought he loved me WOW
Was I wrong
I thought our love was strong

Thursday, April 8, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 11:45 PM

Your embrace

Caught in your arms once again
Reminded of those past memories
Precious ones that remain
Brushing against my skin, the cool breeze

Right here, right now
You held me tightly in your arms
You made the promising vow
With the smile full of charms

Here I lean, on your chest
Caught in your embrace
Looking into your eyes that suggest
As we venture to our secret place...

Kiss me.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 9:53 PM

Freedom

I stretch my hands and legs
Abrasion hurt no longer
It was after that incident,
I've never felt any better.

Reaching for the pole
With an outstretched arm
Grabbing it, giving a high throw
Caught it in seconds and the bell sounds.

Pen-ing down words describing
Peace and calmness,
Enjoying the surrounding's transquility.
Now filled with joy and happiness,

Collapsing onto soft grass,
Closing my eyes, singing this poem,
As time fly pass,
I think of this freedom.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Monday, April 5, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 11:13 PM

Sickening feeling creeps into my heart
And it slowly spreads up to my mind
You take my hopes, destroying it all
As I watch my dreams become your life

I’ve waited years and for you not at all
I’ve worked all my life only for nothing
I’ve hoped and prayed just to once find a way
Just to find that it’s nothing, it’s all gone away

There in the shadows I’m hidden away
Never to see the light ever again
To you, it is nothing, just some simple thing
But to me it would mean everything

Why is it so easy for you and yet so hard for me
Your dreams have found you while I’ve searched forever
I know we’ll both get what we deserve someday
At least I know I’ll never give up

I know that my dream will come true
And when you forget that dream we shared so long ago
I will remember it until the end of time
You have everything but you think it is nothing

I have nothing, but my hope is everything.
I just wait
I can’t stop it
I am nothing now

tablechair;zowee!

Penned down emotions @ 10:50 PM

It's tough

A deep sigh with a frown
Foreseeing an impending doom ahead
Wanting to breakdown
As my heart bled

Knowing it's tough to overcome
Still I chose that route way out.
At the most, I'll look glum.
and in my own corner, I'll pout.

Tho' darkness envelops my heart,
I'll just continue to pray till it's gone,
Till we finally stay apart,
I'll continue with my journey thereon.

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Penned down emotions @ 4:47 PM

My Angel

It'll catch me
Whenever I fall,
Whenever I feel weary,
My Angel I will call.

Whenever I feel lonely,
I gaze lazily upon the stars.
Often spoke to it quietly
Sharing things with what I now call 'ours'.

Visited my home often,
Talked about God and Heaven.
Though I always ended up a little confused,
It'll explain clearly, I'll somewhat be amused.

Like two peas in a pod,
We were so close
Our gem was flawed
But something arose

Bemused for long,
I stared into the endless sky
What did I do wrong?
Hoped for, but did not get a reply.

We were like two peas in a pod
Now I felt silly and think My Angel's a fraud.
As I start to hum along to this song,
I pray that my Angel will come back and sing along.

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Sunday, April 4, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 12:55 AM

Screwed

I nod my head up and down
Trying to accept the fact
About those two together,
They make the perfect pair.

Demoralised. Sat up and down.
I couldn't seem to find the reason
What he sees in her. I frown.
I'm afraid something might have begun.

Shooting darts, one by one
Each dart growing stronger and stronger
Each dart represented something broken
Deep within; shattered. Feeling fainter.

Like a broken doll
Controlled by the anonymous
Tored apart and that'll fall
Continuously. Alas!

As I drink this Chalice
Feel this chillness
Running through my body
Speaking in a voice, breathy.

And everything goes blank.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Thursday, April 1, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 8:05 PM

Trials

Charging forward,
I gave my hardest punch
Fell down. knuckles bled.
Pulling out the helmet. Anger. Fustrated. Mad.

Second charge forward,
I gave a harder punch than before.
Fell down. knuckles cracked and bled.
Pulling out the helmet. Tired. Fustrated. Sad.

Third charge forward,
I used my utmost strength
Fell through. Fell down. knuckles cracked and bled.
Pulling out the helmet. Tired. Mad. Glad.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .