Friday, May 28, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 4:58 PM

Sweeter & Sweeter

There you stood before me
There you smiled sweetly
Thinking I was the best lady
in the world to have you with me

Mouth hanged wide open
with words I should have said but couldn't
Every word that you say
Just melts my heart straight away

You held my hand
We walked together
in this foreign land
We first loved each other

That night as you lay beside me
You told me that you'd love me forever
But somehow in me I was having doubts
Could we actually have a happily ever after?

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Thursday, May 27, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 10:42 PM

Fool

I was a fool
To let you in
To let you control my life
To let you be my kin

I was a fool
To let you date me
To think you were all that cool
Yet your true colours I did not see

I was a fool
To trust you
To think that you'd keep a promise
Right when you sealed them with a kiss

I was a fool
To believe you
To actually think you did it right
To actually think you'd stand up and fight

I was a fool
To sacrifice my life for you
Yet you simply forgot all about me
What I did for you in the past, became history

No, I was not a fool
Because I AM a fool
A fool because I loved you
and let you love me back too.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Penned down emotions @ 12:30 AM

The Break-up

Things are not the same anymore
Things between us never worked out
You were always the cause of my heartsore
Always quarreling, ending up in a fall-out

Things are not the same anymore
The day after we quarrel
You saw me as an eyesore
Your comments of me were brutal

Things are not the same anymore
You stopped all your sweet talk
Gave an excuse that I was a bore
What happened to "you are the key to my lock"?

Things will no longer be the same anymore
For I've broken up with and left you,
From this day, your calls, smses & emails I'll ignore
I've forgotten you, you should forget me too

Things will no longer be the same anymore
Because my heart was what you tore
The feeling's long gone between us
Right after you betrayed my trust

Things will never be the same anymore
For my broken heart hath no cure
We're not fated to be at all
Don't look for me, I'll hate you even more.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 3:33 PM

Betrayer

A gun ready in its position
Tiptoeing now, slow and steady
Felt a sudden constriction
Dropping to the floor, moaning painfully...

In a matter of minutes, hours, days,
There he knelt beside me, he prays
Where was I & what happened to me?
I tried to signal that I was awake, but he couldn't see

His eyes were wide open
bloodshot and cheeks sunken
Why did he look so melancholic?
So pale, so frightened, so sick

I got out and turned my head
To my horror, I see someone in bed
It was me! Why was I in bed?
No.. it can't be .. am I dead?

~

It's been a few weeks
My spirit walks freely
Once in a while I take a few peeks
in the files of my unsolved mystery

There I found the culprit
The one assassinator I knew
I knew I would never quit
Not till I'm done and through

There I stood behind her
There she stood before me, my murderer
It's now or never
Just a second and it'll all be over.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Monday, May 24, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 5:25 PM

Who can? Who would?

These stony and emotionless eyes
Dried up tears and harden cries
Who would dare to look at me
to speak.. just normally?

A crooked nose formed on my face
In people's minds, an image hard to erase
Who could stand seeing a witch's nose?
Only of my kind, one classified as weirdos

Icy lips covered the red
Blue and mesmerizing but a complete airhead
Who could resist the temptation I release?
Who would talk with me no matter how much I plead?

Frigidness and frostiness painted over my skin
Have not any friends or a single kin
No different from a white wall
Who would come close to me at all?

A deadly heart, already frozen
Those who curse me, on them the curse is befallen
Who'd accept one who'll bawl?
Who'd choose me amongst all?

Disheartened and drained
Enraged and disdained
Who'd love me and my repulsiveness?
I'm just a repellant to all living creatures

My skin, face, eyes, lips and nose
Who can see through all of those?
To see my compiled sorrows
of which this route I never chose?

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Penned down emotions @ 5:02 PM

Bolder

Lighting a flame in the moonlight
Approaching darkness, afraid it might bite
Trees and the moon were howling
This night of The Feasting

Sitting around the fire
keen to find out this night's victim
Whom to be chosen to satisfy it's hungry desire
Could it be me, you, her, him ..?

Cries of sparrows
Sqwuaking of birds
The feasting begins
May it RULE and REIGN

Footsteps of the inhumane
Chains of frigid movement in the trees
Come, bring out the champagne!
Let's enjoy the FEAST!

Its glacial smile remained icy cold
Eyes spiritless and glistens in the twilight
Who would be as bold
to stand up and fight?

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Friday, May 21, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 8:55 PM

Terrible

Tonight I curl up in bed
Tired and devastated
Maybe I should resume to fate
She - or maybe I myself - cannot be trusted

I picked up the phone
Hesitating to dial her number
But I know she wouldn't wanna hear my moans
She would never answer

My cover had been blown
And I stayed here, all alone
Staring at the four walls and her gift she gave me
I couldn't help but cry immensely.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 11:08 PM

Just let it go

Those precious moments
thrown into the fire
that led me to special pavements,
to my heart's desire.

Invisible to everyone
Only visible in your eyes
Why did it have to happen?
That had caused my heart-piercing cries?

A no one, abandoned by my friends
A broken heart, awaiting for amends
Everything kept in my heart like a jar
Even repairment won't help, but only create a scar.

As time flew pass
Away, away to the oceans and seas I cast
these faded memories
I try, finding true peace.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Penned down emotions @ 3:50 PM

Return, Dear, Return

Everything that seems so beautiful
Hardly believing it's true
But this promise she's yet to fufill
When and for how long will they wait till?

The duty assigned to her
yet she protests and insists, opposes
Never did it once, to her, occur
About the dire consequences

Blinded with a black cloth
Smooth, silky and soft
Doing whatever she deems right
Even involving herself in a fight

What happened to my princess?
Where are the dresses?
I'm missing her presence
Wishing she'd be here in an instance

My little angel,
My little dear girl,
Have you run away from reality?
Are you not happy with me?

[p.s. I'm not curve.. i'm really really straight. this poem just came to me, haaha, seems like what a guy would say to a gal right? HAHA!! okay, maybe this poem I shan't leave as copyright then. LOL.]

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Thursday, May 13, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 2:41 PM

Bliss

Soft wind blowing through
Her soft and silky hair
So carefree and smooth
Dancing like it just doesn't care

Spinning around on the spot
Running on soft ground
For this, for long she's fought
Her hope is now found

Her eyes reflecting the sun rays
Innocently looking up in a daze
Collapsing to the soft green grass
Watching clouds slowly pass

Gone are those crazy moments
That make my heart pound
Now with it's new silence
In the pool of tranquility - she drowned.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 10:44 PM

Guess the unexpected

A lady sat beside the cold window
Watching the heavy rain pouring down
Taking slow and careful sips of tea
Gazing far away, she frowns

Something amiss, what could it be?
It's something that she cannot see

She tried to see through the tinted glass
But failed to see through this mystery
She could not let this matter pass
She stood there watching all evening

The lady stood there, appalled
Eyes open with horror,
she fell unconscious to the floor
The lady we desperately called
Wouldn't open her eyes at all

What is this mystery?
Everyone truly wonders
Unexpected happiness or misery
We all start to ponder..

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .