Sunday, June 6, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 12:15 AM

It's really, really time to put the spear down; My Hope

What's left within me
A quiet soul
I could no longer return to what I used to be
I could never replace what you stole

Before me, I dug a hole
Deep into the ground
Pictures & memories of & with him I used to extol
I threw them in and bury it where it can no longer be found

It's over, my mind ruled
Over something so ridiculous
Yet deceived so easily; again, fooled
Whatever I did was just useless

He ate too big a portion of my heart
Stole it and from me, he kept apart.

What evil you've done to me -
yet you are clueless to it all
You leave me helplessly
At the edge of the cliff to fall

In denial of the acts you've done
I know I could never blame you
Now this war had begun
yet you still have no clue

Right, you're innocent,
yet I blame you for everything
You're too perfect and brilliant
to fall for this trap I've been planning

A hopeless battle
I've been fighting
Why should I go through the hassle
All that I've been hoping

for all I just wanted
and needed
Was just your smile, your attention,
And a decent conversation ..

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