Sunday, October 31, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 11:23 PM

You

A heart meager with love
the dying thirst
of water from above
so mad i could burst

Out there, somewhere
lurking in the streets, maybe
there may be where
I'll soon see

You
the stars to my sky
sun to my moon
A soft sigh

Descending
from the cold flesh
disappointment, impending
soft snowflakes on my skin

They melt with numbness
on my skin;
Fall into recklessness
Fall back to where I've been

Should've known it couldn't be
Should've known it wouldn't come true
Should've know it was just me
All this while ..
I thought it could've been you ..

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Friday, October 29, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 11:13 PM

Oh! the questions ..

Did you ever see the moon
rise in the morning,
or the afternoon
or set in the evening?

Did you ever see one wear
A pair of slippers
for 33 years
And it stays in good condition?

Did you ever hear of us humans
Having feelings towards anything
& everything
It meant a lot to me.

Have you ever made a friend
Talked to her or him
And left her strandling
In the middle of the road, like a lost duckling?

Have you ever
considered, like, ever
That when someone does that to you
And you don't mind what you have to go through
Because this person that you know
One that you picked out from within the crowd's flow
Have pierced right through your heart
And you don't mind your heart being torn apart ..

The process is painful
When he or she spends time with you
Yet had never said anything about you
or probably doesn't know what you're going through

The pain is excruciating
When you know you've thrown away your pride
When you realise all you did was for nothing;
You open the box, with nothing inside ..

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Thursday, October 28, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 11:02 PM

Hope

The trees sway
the cold wind blows
Sand, wind and sea plays
with my little toes

Obscured light
edged from the surface of the waters
A faraway distance in the night
One out of all bright colours

The colour of life
with it, all strife
disappears
dispels
all my fears

This light to tell me to never give up
Just like a tulip
bright and yellow
You, I will follow.

Friday, October 22, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 10:37 PM

Deep trouble

It's not my thoughts doing the thinking
It's not my lips doing the talking
It's my heart making the decision
And my hands doing the action

Each time your name is called out
My ears would open slightly
To hear what it's all about
By the corner ever so silently

Edging towards you
Day by day
You listen to all of problems
You make my worries go away

I long for you to be my close friend
or rather, a very special friend
I had this special wish for a long time
I'd wish you'd hold my hand

I'd picture your face
Each night before I turn in
Longing for your embrace
I end up tearing

I'd wish I'd stop being like this
Whenever I'd encounter such feelings
But it's something I cannot resist
Always having a hard time suppressing

I'd never wanted to be this way
I'd never wanted to restrict you
I'd never wanted to say this today
Even though you have no clue ..

I'd just wish for the same in return
'Cos for you, time, I'd burn
It's these words that float in my head
that when I lie in bed
thinking of you

They bring joy to me;
They make me very happy:
I love you ..

but ..

I'd just wish you'd love me too.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Monday, October 18, 2010
Penned down emotions @ 9:05 PM

Change ..?

The day the seas fall
on the day the sky touches the ocean
The sun rises high above all
And reaches the horizon

Animals scream their lungs out
With all their might, they shout
As quiet they have been in the forests
crickets & insects crawl on the Earth's crusts

They slaughter the innocence
in God's presence
just as the innocent keeps quiet
in the chaotic riot

As powerful the tongue may be
I would rather cut it off
than to let hurtful words,
from my mouth, take off

As much as a 180 degrees turn
No different making another 360 degrees
It's like endless efforts on the iron
Trying to change of what it can never be

For one who's boiling in hot soup
Will never cease to see the day
At the current level at which they stoop
at will never satisfy their true needs.

CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .