Monday, April 8, 2019
Penned down emotions @ 3:34 AM

Dreams

Dreams they haunt me so
Just like my favourite show
But only I can't control it
As if I never owned it

They take me to places
Put in all familiar faces
Made it seem like I belonged here
Then I wake to an immense fear

Had I lost all I desired,
The dreams I had admired?
Are they not part of my past
The times I had -- a blast?

I remember what I see,
What I feel inside of me
I long for insanely
For t'was my reality

But the days aren't the worst
To know the world is cursed
Good days and bad nights
Good nights and bad days

Dreams they haunt me so
Like the wind that'll only blow
A direction each time
Catching me at my prime

They take me to places
Put me through phases
I was high, then low the next
Convinced fate was fixed

The days aren't the worst
But to know this first
Just when you live your best
You're only put to the test

Dreams they haunt me so
As much as I let them flow
On days I lose control
I let them swallow me whole

Just like reality
The same it is to me
Joy and comfort it brings
Relief and pain it stings
Knowing these times could be the worst
The world that is cursed.